Many of my friends know that I had applied for inter-school transfer and was accepted into the PsyD program at CIIS. I was scheduled to [...]
My Blood Sacrifice Immediately after gaining a new understanding of Kali’s purpose and power I visited my tattoo artist in order to reclaim her presence [...]
Self-image is a complex thing. I have spent enough time around others that are body positive to learn that any body is beautiful and your [...]
New year’s resolutions are, culturally speaking, something that are made in earnest, but made with an almost expectation of failure. There are no pressures to [...]
- lived (in order) in Pleasant Hill, CA, SE Portland, NE Portland, NW Portland, Twain Harte, CA, NE Portland, SE Portland, Twain Harte, CA, and [...]
Continued from a previous post – Last time I left off: October 26, 2009 – N’s phone rings and it is the soon to be [...]
Trust is something I do not come by easily. But over this last year I have begun to learn that I need to trust in [...]
i need three hearts three hearts for you one simply won’t do as simple as symbolic between you and i as complex as the capacity [...]
this trip has been . . . amazing. i needed this on many, many levels. today has been particularly hard, in that i just finished [...]
i didn’t mean for this to happen. in fact i really was trying to be cool and perhaps a bit detached you’d think i’d learn [...]
there comes a point when i feel like i have to make a decision to change the course of direction when it comes to baggage. [...]
words are funny things. the longer i live, the more i realize that it is never safe to assume that what means one thing to [...]
. . . the best gift is the simplest thank you for being my friend tonight thank you for stopping your evening to come hug [...]
the better a person gets to know me, the more they understand my connection to music. I think in lyrics. I am a compulsive mix-cd [...]
since i was left to fall without a net i had forgotten the power that comes when i’m on my knees this surreal reality allows [...]
I have serious trust issues. in my life I have had people whom I should have been able to trust break that trust in very [...]
I allowed myself to trust. ok, it’s more than that. I allowed myself to be vulnerable. fuck, I don’t even have words to touch upon [...]
its funny how shadows can silently hide in the corners without any knowledge that they remain, clinging, grasping, holding onto that part of you that [...]
The following is a deeply personal post. If you have no interest in reading things of a sexual nature as they pertain to me, which [...]












